A gasp against Danse's mouth later and Deacon's own cock is filling out against Danse's thigh, easily aroused by the fervent need of the other man and the press of his body. He groans at that slow grind of the other man's hips, his own rolling against them with a building need. When their kiss breaks, Deacon noses himself closer to Danse's ear, whispering there between nips to his jaw and earlobe.
"I've read books about how pre-war creatures laid claim to one another as part of their mating rituals," he murmurs, "More aggressive breeds mark one another in obvious ways- Deathclaws, for example, choose their mates based on strength. I hear the strongest of them bite and scratch at each other to lay their claim..." Deacon's fingers claw across Danse's back as if demonstrating this while he kisses and sucks at the soft skin just beneath Danse's jaw, testing it with his teeth.
"Mole rats, however, take a different approach..." he continues, tongue lapping over the spot and back to Danse's ear. "Their habits don't seem to have changed since pre-war as their size has. A queen mole rat marks her subordinates by scent."
Deacon could wax poetic about mole rats for hours, but this isn't the point. Danse wants something that lasts. Marks and scents are all fine and good, but it's the memory that's important. Deacon can't let Danse leave for the castle until he's certain that he's left him with something to think about for days.
"It's more than musk, Baby Brahmin; have you ever tried to get mole rat piss out of a wood floor? Impossible. You'll think you managed it, but the ghost of that smell will haunt your foyer for years."
Deacon's soft gravelly voice can be hypnotic to Danse at the best of times, especially when he's making it this deliberately seductive, so close to the shell of his ear as to vibrate against it and send a delicious shiver through his body.
He doesn't actually know where Deacon is going with this, but he's along for the ride every step of the way--and he would be even if it were only for the pleasure of hearing Deacon talk about the things he's read, self-made in his education and all the more impressive for it. The nibbles to the sensitive skin of his neck and jaw make him tense up to anticipate a deeper bite, maybe, and the coiled excitement in his muscles makes it clear how welcome that would be as Deacon's nails rake across his skin, but then Deacon moves on from it, leaving Danse's brow faintly furrowed with confusion.
At another time, he could (and will) listen to Deacon wax poetic about mole rats for hours. At another time, he could tell Deacon about Scribe Neriah and her little menagerie of spoiled mole rat research subjects up on the Prydwen, which he thinks Deacon might enjoy hearing both for the knowledge that the crew indulges them with treats and the satisfaction of knowing that half the ship reeks of their piss.
But this is not that time. Because when he realizes what Deacon is getting at here, his entire body flushes bright and hot, mouth falling open with a quick sharp unsteady inhalation and cock leaking a desperate spurt of precome onto Deacon's skin. It's already decided for him what he thinks of this coy proposal, before he can consider it in any further depth than his body's breathlessly needy fascination with the idea. The repressed, conservative, tightly-disciplined soldier in him tries in vain for a moment to tell him it's a disgusting thing to want, but if he were listening to that part of his brain anymore, he'd have missed out on a lot of things he doesn't regret now.
"God," he whispers, swallowing hard as he collects himself after the strength of that reaction. "It--it would send a message, that's for sure." He licks his suddenly-dry lips, steeling himself to ask.
"That's what I want. I want you to--mark me like that. Please."
There are plenty of other animalistic mating rituals that Deacon could list off if none of these were to Danse's liking, but after a reaction that strong, there is not a doubt in Deacon's mind that it's what the other man wants before he can even utter the words. Danse will never fail to surprise him.
Deacon eases back slightly, steeling his expression as he fixes Danse with a gaze. He's learned a lot about Danse over the past several months, but the ongoing theme is his desire to belong, a sense of purpose. It doesn't matter whether that is belonging within a community or to a person. An oath of some sort, or simply giving someone the pleasure they desire. At the end of the day, that's all it boils down to, and Deacon wants to give him everything he needs.
He imagines this isn't dissimilar to joining the Brotherhood; being promoted to knight and given a title. Deacon visualizes the way an Arthurian knighting ceremony is illustrated in picture books, sword placed upon them and marking them with the insignia of their new order.
"Kneel." he intructs, arms sliding back from Danse's shoulders until his hands can press firmly against him.
So much of this is calling back to the first time they did this, when neither of them expected it to be happening or would have done it of their own accord, and when Danse would have insisted that it would be a cold day in hell before he ever took an order of any kind from a man like Deacon. And yet his body had responded with swift and unmistakable desire to that firm, confident sit down, and it takes him no longer now to fall to his knees at that command (as he'd been eager enough to do for Deacon then as well.)
There had been more consciousness, if not more intention, in the way he'd responded back then to Deacon's gently possessive wording and claiming gestures. He'd understood why they struck such a chord in him as to make him ask for more once they'd committed to doing this again. And he understands why he wants this so badly now, even if it makes him blush so deeply as to feel lightheaded. (Though some of that dizziness might well be because so much blood has been diverted to his cock, and so swiftly, that there's not enough left for his brain.)
His ceremony of promotion to knighthood hadn't been as medieval as all this, no kneeling or dubbing with a sword, but the literary romance of it appeals to the same part of him that had appreciated it from the Brotherhood in the first place, even if this is a thorough inversion of that in just about every way he can think of. The one way in which it isn't is the most important one--the fact that Deacon's doing this because he understands just as well as Danse does why Danse wants it, and he cares enough to give it to him without restraint.
His hands roam gently up the outside of Deacon's thighs to steady himself there, and he looks upward with faith and affection and black-eyed lust, cheeks still pink with embarrassed desire. "Anywhere you want," he says huskily, and then amends after a second's thought. "Except--maybe not on my face. Anywhere below the neck."
Deacon himself is reflecting upon this with the memory of their first meeting in this house, the way he'd watched Danse kneel before him so eagerly in a way that captivated him then. This feels even more meaningful, somehow, because it isn't just lust. Danse asking to be claimed has been an ongoing theme, and in truth it's felt different since the previous night. A point of no return, Deacon realizes, when he'd turned over and revealed himself bare and asked Danse if he could handle it. If he could handle him.
He can feel emotional over it all later, when he's longing for Danse and waiting by the window for him to return home as if he'd actually gone to war. Right now he's got to focus past his sudden arousal and give Danse his new oath to carry.
He can't help but huff softly at the instruction, a hand reaching to thumb over Danse's cheek admiringly. Deacon smirks, his hand dropping to palm himself with a muffled groan.
"You're almost too pretty to mark, you know," he murmurs, aiming himself for Danse's chest, that soft pile of fur he'd slept through the night on. "Even more reason to make certain everyone knows you're mine."
It takes only a moment's focus, but with a relaxed hum he manages to relieve himself, showering Danse's chest until the hairs matt down and it begins to tricle down his abs.
There's that word again, the strange gentle tenderness of Deacon calling him pretty rather than something blunter or more sexual or more masculine, and Danse still doesn't know why he likes it, except that it does continue to make him feel like someone who deserves to be treated delicately in a way nobody but Deacon ever has.
He's already shuddering softly both at the compliment and the thought of being so publicly claimed, in that way that's been a staple of this game almost from the very start, and yet neither of them has tried or considered bringing it out of the realm of fiction. Nobody else knows they're anything but colleagues who have grown a bit less reluctant to work together over the past several months; nobody knows this house is anything but completely vacant and gathering dust.
But it would be real enough if anyone were to make a move on Danse, he realizes. People might not know he thinks of himself as Deacon's by now, and he doesn't know what explanation he would come up with to deflect someone else's attentions, but he'd find a way. And he trusts, implicitly, even without talking about it, that it's mutual. He knows Deacon better now than to think he's playing the field.
He doesn't know exactly what he's expecting from the sensation here, but when the heat of it bathes his chest, he gasps aloud, head tilting immediately back as if exposing his throat to an alpha dog and cock straining so hard into thin air that he wonders for a delirious second if he might come like this. How is this something he can want so badly and never have known it until this moment?
Almost unconsciously, his hand finds its way to his cock and gives it a few tight squeezing pumps, and he isn't even sure whether he's trying to hold himself back from the edge or spur himself toward it. The trails of piss snaking down his abdomen like rain on a window gather under his palm, lubricating his strokes, and he groans with total abandon.
"Keep going," he pleads, as if either of them could stop now.
Deacon is the last person to assign gender to a word, but even he can imagine the sorts of things people have typically called Danse. That said, pretty is fitting and delicate, because while Danse was built to be (he assumes) a war machine, he's also strikingly beautiful, made moreso by the heart in his chest and the soul behind those eyes; things that make him precious and worth caring for delicately.
He couldn't have been prepared for how deep this claiming thing would go. The Railroad fought to give every synth their freedom, and Deacon would never deny Danse that, but that isn't what this is about and he knows it. He can tell that Danse desires to belong to someone, but what he hopes that Danse understands is that Deacon wants to belong to him, too. It's for this reason that he's not playing the field, either, committed whether he admits so or not to give all of himself to Danse, literally and figuratively.
Watching Danse like this is more erotic than he was prepared for, too. The gasp alone would be enough to set Deacon off, but the way he moves, the exposed neck, his tight abdomen and rock-hard cock, and the way he can't seem to help but to touch himself, completely loses himself in this has Deacon groaning as he relieves himself further, his aim drifting down along his abs and directly onto his cock, further lubricating those needy strokes.
"That's it," he croons, "Show me how badly you've needed this; how good it feels to belong to me. You deserve it. Don't you, baby?"
The exclamation as the pressure of that hot stream hits his aching cock is startled, breathless, a little embarrassingly high-pitched for him, and completely and utterly uncontrolled. The jolt of physical pleasure alone is dizzying, very nearly enough to push him right over the edge with nothing more, but it's not so all-consuming that Deacon's words don't register too. Danse is immensely glad for that, because the pleasure that wells up in his chest at them is of an entirely different sort that only enhances all of it together.
"I can't--it feels so good, Deacon, I don't even have the words for how good it feels--" And he means all of it, verbal and physical, as he gives his cock a few more quick and erratic strokes. Baby is still echoing in his ears, and he knows he'll have to reiterate when he's more coherent how much he likes to hear Deacon call him that. He could stand to hear it just about anywhere, in any context, public or private, sexual or chaste, as long as Deacon kept saying it with that same affection.
He doesn't know about deserve. For as often as he's said Deacon deserves something good or affectionate or pleasurable, and thought nothing of it because it was so obviously true, he finally understands the hesitance to accept it when it's turned back on him. But he knows Deacon means it as much as he himself does, and it raises even more of a flush to his already-red face. It's too much to ask him to hold out any longer, and he lets go of his cock to let that stream pounding at his shaft give him the last push he needs, a sharp and completely novel stimulus that has him crying out as he comes hard across the shower floor without any further touch at all.
It's a long orgasm, even after last night's exertion, body wracked with the shivers of it as his fingers imprint new bruises on Deacon's thighs over the ones he's already inflicted. In the aftermath, panting softly, he kisses Deacon's stomach in a daze.
"If either of us doubted that I really am yours," he murmurs, "that clears it up." It's acknowledgment that this isn't about the imaginary audience of jealous pre-war neighbors and their rosebushes, or even about their mutual acquaintances, who won't be able to sense any of this once they've showered it off. It's between them and about them, and still holds true even in the clarity after orgasm, though Deacon still needs to be taken care of. And will be, thoroughly, if Danse has anything to say about it right now. Deacon is his, every bit as mutually.
There may be no greater pleasure in the world to Deacon than watching Danse come undone. It heats Deacon inside and out, his own skin flushing.
"You can," he commands softly, "That's okay, baby, you're doing so good."
Deacon's stream does eventually weaken as he empties his bladder onto Danse, the other man's fingers practically wringing him dryas they dig into his thighs. Deacon's own cock gives a mighty throb af the absolute vision Danse makes shaking apart in front of him. He praises him throughout, voice soft and fingers petting his hair and cheek.
A beat later, Deacon is sinking slightly on his haunches so that he can press a kiss of his own to the very top of Danse's head, then reaching to turn on the tap so that the water can come to a comfortable temperature.
"I've never doubted you, baby brahmin," he coos softly, offering his hands to help him stand again, content to ignore his own lust for the moment as long as he has Danse to take care of. "Let me clean you up."
After that climax and that gentle kiss, Danse could use the steadying assistance as he gets to his feet again. He lets Deacon hold him and turn the water on, getting his bearings and still feeling deliciously loose-limbed and warm inside, but he's somehow less patient than Deacon is about the prospect of reciprocation.
He drapes his arms gently around Deacon's waist under the lukewarm shower spray, bending down to kiss him softly again and give his ass an affectionate little squeeze. "All right," he says, because the thought of letting Deacon soap him down and run gentle hands all over his body is too appealing to put off just to be contrary, but there's no reason it can't go both ways.
What he'd love right now is to really get his mouth around Deacon's cock the way other things had distracted him from last night, but something tells him there will probably be time for it before he leaves. Right now, his hand closes around Deacon just to stroke him with not-quite-idle tenderness as the water begins to rinse the evidence of his own pleasure down the drain.
"Sometimes I wish I were good at nicknames the way you are," he muses. They're so completely outside the realm of anything that comes naturally to him that he doesn't even really think to draw a distinction between nicknames and romantic pet names and ordinary endearments, only knows that he delights in every single one Deacon bestows on him no matter how silly or unexpected, and he wishes he knew how to return the gesture. "You should have something like that, like the way you call me 'baby brahmin.' I don't even know how to think of that kind of thing."
Deacon hums into the kiss, smirking a bit as he eases back from it and glances up at Danse. The height difference between them can often be forgotten when they spend so much time horizontal or with Danse on his knees, and moments where he's reminded just how much larger the other man is are kid of thrilling, not that Deacon has ever been the sort of guy that gets intimidated by larger men.
He reaches for the soap, but nearly fumbles it as he feels Danse's hand close around him. He'd been so keyed up that he hadn't realized just how badly he wanted to be touched, soft groans of pleasure leaving him as he fights to regain focus on his task and lather up the soap in his hands.
"Oh?" Deacon replies as he begins to rub his lathered hands over Danse's chest, luxuriating in the shape of him and giving his chest a few cheeky squeezes as he works the suds into his thick body hair. He laughs lightly, shaking his head, his cheeks just a little more pink from that thought.
"You just made it easy, is all," he remarks, "You've got those big, brown, beautiful eyes... and well, I felt inspired."
Deacon's shoulders shrug as his hands rub circles of soap lower along Danse's abs, but he smiles up at him with sincerity. "You don't have to think of anything, I'm not deducting points for it."
The compliment to his eyes still makes him blush, pleased pinkness creeping down his neck even as he's already flushed under Deacon's touch, no matter how many times Deacon tells him they're beautiful. And now that he finally knows what Deacon's eyes look like in turn, the compliment feels all the more meaningful, because Danse doesn't think his own are anything particularly special compared to those clear blue jewels, and yet Deacon calls them inspiring.
"I don't want you to have any doubt how I feel. I don't want you to think you don't inspire me, or that I don't think about you constantly, because I do. You told me once that the sounds I make in bed haunt you...do you have any idea how often I replay the sounds you make when you come? The way you sounded last night--I'll be hearing that in my dreams."
And the quiet noises that fall from Deacon's lips as Danse strokes him are only spurring him on to more of that, fist tightening and thumb swirling softly around the head of his cock as he continues with equally fervent sincerity. "The way you feel in my hand like this, the way you taste, hell, the way your sweat smells after we're finished wearing each other out--it drives me insane. I'm no good at talking about these things, but it does. I need you to know that."
It's unclear to Deacon just what is responsible for making him breathless; the way Danse's hand strokes him more intensely as time goes on, or how heartfelt and honestly romantic the things Danse says to him are. Calling Danse's eyes inspiration for the nickname Baby Brahmin feels nothing like being told he's inspiring and always on Danse's mind. The longer it goes on, the heavier Deacon's breathing becomes, his hands no longer lathering suds over Danse's torso but instead clutching onto him like he's the only thing keeping him upright.
He has to laugh when Danse says he's no good at talking about these things-- it's a ludicrous claim coming from the man that has Deacon's cheeks burning red hot as he gasps for breath. He reaches up to yank the other man into a desperate kiss when he can't contain himself any longer, moaning into Danse's mouth as his hips rut into his hand until he's spilling hotly into it and shuddering in Danse's arms.
"God, I--" he groans against Danse's mouth, cutting himself off with a suppressed whine as he comes down from his orgasm, "I can't believe you'd say that to me right before you need to leave," he sighs, voice airy and somewhat pouty. Deacon draws back, biting at his own lower lip for a moment, his hand pressed to Danse's cheek. His voice deepens with a sort of growl in an insant, somehow all the more aroused even if his cock is momentarily spent. "Dry off, Charmer. I want you in bed again right away so that I can give you something else to dream about. So that I can show you what I think about when we're apart."
Whatever thoughts or plans Danse might have been forming about how to reciprocate the orgasm he's still feeling wrung-out from, they're nothing in comparison to the thrill of having Deacon kiss him like a starving man and fuck his fist like he doesn't have a choice, like he's too beautifully desperate to hold back any longer.
It's the kind of passion Danse was already yearning to spur him to even when they both thought this was going to be nothing but a drug-fueled one-off. And that yearning has only grown and grown the more often they do this, to the point where it's a mainstay of Danse's daydreams now to make Deacon lose himself in breathless gasping pleasure and come hard and hot over his hand or on his stomach or chest or face, to think of the particular way his voice strains when he's falling apart exactly like this. He kisses back with absolutely unabashed delight as he strokes Deacon through the aftershocks, echoing those soft moans and sucking hard at his lower lip with one possessive little bite for good measure.
The pout makes him grin, in that bright and free way he reserves exclusively for Deacon where nobody else can see it, but it drops off his face again with a startled wide-eyed blush and a twitch of his own exhausted cock at that growl, almost whiplash-like in the renewed arousal it brings and clueless but fascinated as to what Deacon could possibly mean.
"God," he breathes. "How could I say no?" He can't, not to this or anything else Deacon could ask, not even when military duty calls. He thinks right now that he could just stay another hour in bed with Deacon and let the recruits train themselves, reprimand from the General or no. The shower is promptly shut off, and he leans in for one more needy hungry kiss, hand cradling the back of Deacon's head, before he does exactly as he's ordered to.
One of Deacon's favorite things about Danse has been learning that he's a different man than he presents to the public. That just like Deacon himself, there's a face he shows others and a face reserved completely for moments like this. Deacon's been much more careful with his own, but when Danse beams at him with an expression he's certain he's never seen on that charming face before, he can't help but beam back with just as much sincerity.
He had almost said something heartfelt before giving Danse instructions. Almost told him that as much as he'd just claimed the other man, that he was his too. That it isn't just Danse that's struggling to articulate the way he feels. Danse is honest to a fault in the same way that Deacon cannot help but spout any fabricated bullshit that comes to his mind. He's too guarded, but he wants to lower his shields around Danse, even if he's terrified of what may come from doing so. There's guilt there, too, because Danse has seemingly been so trusting of him from the start, a fact that makes his chest ache as he follows Danse to the bedroom again, hands immediately finding his body and trailing fingertips across it until he can take Danse's hand and lead him to the mattress.
"Do you trust me?" he asks as if he needs to confirm it. He already knows the answer, but hearing it out loud would hit differently. "Because I'm about to tell you to do something that you'll question my ability to handle. And I'm going to need your trust that I can..."
"I do." He never hesitates anymore in saying so when Deacon asks--never has hesitated to trust him when it comes to sex, and always been rewarded for his faith, but the better he comes to know Deacon, the more tender and strangely protective it makes him feel when Deacon comes right out and requests it.
It's the same kind of vulnerability inherent in the way Danse is afraid to ask for softness, knowing that the stern, armored, martial image he's spent his life cultivating makes it hard for others to think he should want it, let alone deserves it. But Deacon offers him that without his even needing to ask, and likewise, Danse isn't stingy with the assurance that he trusts Deacon when it truly matters.
This, though, sets off just enough alarm bells to have him looking deeply concerned. "But you're not going to have me do anything that could hurt you, are you?"
"Good." Deacon eases himself down onto the mattress, beckoning Danse to join him. His concern is heartwarming, but Deacon waves it off easily with a small laugh and a shake of his head as he lays back. "No, not today," he replies wasily enough, leaving it open in case one day he wants something a little rougher. He isn't looking for that, right now.
Right now, all Deacon wants is to give Danse more pleasure and really show him that he's desired. "I want you to sit on my face," he says with a smirk. "You're not gonna hurt me, ok? Just plop that perfect thing down right here like it's your throne. I may not have the words you do, but I can put my mouth to work in different ways."
It's almost comical how wide Danse's eyes can get when provided a reason like this, struck momentarily silent as if the computerized part of his brain is frozen in need of rebooting. However much his body might like this idea--and it very much does, cock already rising to attention again even before his mind has fully processed the thought of this--he understands immediately now why Deacon had made him promise to entertain it without fear, when he'd been reluctant enough last night just to settle his weight atop Deacon while cuddling.
And entirely aside, this proposition is the first time he's realized that anyone would ever set their mouth to such a task. "I--that's really what you want?" He licks his own suddenly-dry lips, breath coming just a little quicker, his mind torn between the image of doing just as Deacon asks him to and the image of doing it to him in turn. He isn't saying no, and he will be taking notes.
He joins Deacon carefully on the mattress, still just lying alongside him for the moment, and then hesitantly moving to straddle his waist to begin with, posture still stiff yet and careful with his bulk. It's clear enough from his positioning that he's not altogether unfamiliar with the concept of having one's face sat on, but he's only ever done it with women, and he's certainly never been the one doing the sitting.
"...it wasn't a metaphor or anything, babe, pretty straightforward," Deacon teases, his expression exceptionally soft at the way those eyes grow wide. God, he could stare at them all day like this. Absolutely drown in them.
He nods again, confident. "I've day dreamed about nuzzling between those cheeks so often I've lost count. C'mere. Let me take care of you."
Hands grasp at Danse's hips, fingers sliding behind them to cup at his plush ass and nudge him higher. Deacon licks at his own lips, his eyes only leaving Danse's to steal a glance at his cock as it fills out again, the sight alone nearly enough to get Deacon's to stir.
Danse isn't sure which aspect of that statement melts him more--the urging to let Deacon take care of him, the way Deacon always does so well as to make him crave it in his alone time, or the casual admission that Deacon thinks about this when he's alone. And not just once, but uncountably often.
The thought of it takes Danse's breath away, makes it catch in his throat with surprise and warm pleasure as he inches forward at Deacon's urging until he can brace and steady himself with hands against the wall. He stalls briefly, self-conscious, the flush to his skin taking on a tinge of embarrassment in addition to the arousal--but Deacon so clearly knows what he wants, with absolutely zero ambiguity, and when Danse already knows how deliriously pleasurable it is to give Deacon's fingers and cock free rein with his ass, the anticipation of feeling his tongue there pushes him the rest of the way until he's hovering carefully over Deacon's mouth on his knees.
So concerned is he about smothering Deacon, though, that his ass is clenched as tightly as all of his other taut muscles, straining as he tries to hold himself in a position where he's not actually touching Deacon at all, let alone putting weight on him.
"Like this?" he breathes, even his voice tense and trembling.
Deacon can't seem to contain his excitement in the moment, kissing along his thighs as soon as he's within reach. His hands knead at Danse's ass to encourage him closer. "Not quite..." he responds between nipping little kisses along the softest part of inner thigh, "...but we'll get there. I'll have you warmed up to it in no-time."
While he does believe Danse when he said he trusts him, he also is keenly aware that he is a bigger man and self conscious still about his potential to hurt Deacon. He understands, of course. There are things about Deacon himself that he is insecure about; thinking that those things will hurt anyone who gets too close to him. Things from his past that Danse doesn't even have an inkling to, that make the concept of having a deeper relationship with the man feel impossible, too afraid that revealing them would send him running. Deacon wouldn't be able to handle it if he did.
He's putting all of that far from his mind as he mouths along the underside of Danse's cock, sucking kisses along his shaft and over his balls. He has to gain Danse's trust now, perhaps not with Deacon but with his own body, and pleasuring it is one sure-fire way to get him to forget those preconceptions and relax a bit more. Deacon's lips part wide, tongue lapping over the middle seam of Danse's testicles before drawing one of them into his mouth to warm and suck at with a groan. He'll work lower, but he'll need Danse to at least meet him halfway.
As with a great many things, Deacon is right about how quickly Danse can warm up to this whole idea with encouragement this strong from so many different angles. Deacon's enthusiasm alone could drive him wild, that eagerness already heating him like plasma from the inside out as soon as those lips descend on his inner thighs, making him spread them wider for both of their pleasure as his mind indulgently recalls the way he'd done the same to Deacon's last night. How could he deny his lover the same pleasure?
He has a sense of the way he'll need to relax for Deacon to reach what he wants, but the fact that he isn't doing so yet is less about worry or self-consciousness now and more about sheer preoccupation, his mind thoroughly consumed with the sensation of Deacon licking and sucking him from this unfamiliar angle as his cock swells back to full mast, and at the rough heat of Deacon's tongue against his sack he lets himself press forward a little in his breathless desire for more.
"Ah, god," he gasps, fingers clenching against the wall as Deacon teases expertly at his balls, body easing very carefully further downward now that the slight trembling is just as much due to the pleasure he's feeling as to the difficulty of holding himself still. He can make it to that halfway point, low enough now to give Deacon's tongue access to his hole even if he's still feeling the burn in his thighs, but the way he removes one bracing hand from the wall to close it around his cock suggests that he can be persuaded further.
"I didn't even know people did this," he breathes, with wonderment. "And the idea of you wanting it all this time--touching yourself thinking about me like this--jesus, you don't know what that does to me."
Deacon's own fingers dig into Danse's flesh as he sinks lower, as if perhaps he can claw him further down, tongue lapping and lips sucking at soft, sensitive skin. He groans as he notices the way Danse stirs, watching from beneath heavy lashes as Danse's hand comes into view. As Deacon's lips leave his sack, his nose nuzzled against it instead, murmuring his response.
"Then tell me," he mutters, lapping kisses trailing along the stretch of skin behind Danse's balls, his own heart racing as he inches closer to his destination. Deacon's own cock gets its second wind by Danse's response, but he doesn't dare remove a hand from Danse's body to address it.
"I can only imagine, given what the idea of you thinking of me in your solitude makes me feel..." Deacon sighs, hot breath against Danse's skin before his tongue brushes across it in a wide arch, seeking out that tight hole while his hands pull his cheeks further apart.
He might have managed some, actually, if just barely, while Deacon was still nuzzling at his balls, but the prospect of that grows more distant with each lingering kiss along his taint, making his breath come too hard and fast to speak eloquently, and as that heated tongue finally begins to work at him, Deacon's hands exposing him more than he expects to be right off the bat, all he can come up with now is a strangled noise of shock and delight.
His hand has gone still on his cock to focus on the sensation of Deacon's mouth, but at this, he squeezes tight along his length, lubricating it with the slickness Deacon is already eliciting from him as he lets out a choked and shuddering breath.
"God damn, it's a good thing I've got my own quarters there," he gasps. The thought is only tangentially connected, not well-articulated, but he thinks at this rate that he'll barely even make it to the Castle without needing to take care of himself again, with everything Deacon's giving him to think about right now.
That initial groan of pleasure inspires a chuckle from Deacon, his hands keeping Danse open above him even if pulling his ass straight down onto his face is their ultimate goal. He's still confident that he'll ease Danse into it as he laps over his puckered rim a few times. And Danse needn't elaborate, either, because the image of him touching himself uncontrollably roadside makes him groan hungrily against Danse's ass, his own cock dribbling out precome onto his own thigh.
Deacon's tongue circles that tight ring of muscle a few times befote the pointed end of it teases at its center, prodding lightly to test its resistance. He can already imagine what Danse might look like during his pitstop, making a mental note to possibly find other things to keep him occupied on their evenings apart. These thoughts have Deacon getting ahead of himself, moaning against Danse and pushing his tongue past his rim almost too eagerly.
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"I've read books about how pre-war creatures laid claim to one another as part of their mating rituals," he murmurs, "More aggressive breeds mark one another in obvious ways- Deathclaws, for example, choose their mates based on strength. I hear the strongest of them bite and scratch at each other to lay their claim..." Deacon's fingers claw across Danse's back as if demonstrating this while he kisses and sucks at the soft skin just beneath Danse's jaw, testing it with his teeth.
"Mole rats, however, take a different approach..." he continues, tongue lapping over the spot and back to Danse's ear. "Their habits don't seem to have changed since pre-war as their size has. A queen mole rat marks her subordinates by scent."
Deacon could wax poetic about mole rats for hours, but this isn't the point. Danse wants something that lasts. Marks and scents are all fine and good, but it's the memory that's important. Deacon can't let Danse leave for the castle until he's certain that he's left him with something to think about for days.
"It's more than musk, Baby Brahmin; have you ever tried to get mole rat piss out of a wood floor? Impossible. You'll think you managed it, but the ghost of that smell will haunt your foyer for years."
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He doesn't actually know where Deacon is going with this, but he's along for the ride every step of the way--and he would be even if it were only for the pleasure of hearing Deacon talk about the things he's read, self-made in his education and all the more impressive for it. The nibbles to the sensitive skin of his neck and jaw make him tense up to anticipate a deeper bite, maybe, and the coiled excitement in his muscles makes it clear how welcome that would be as Deacon's nails rake across his skin, but then Deacon moves on from it, leaving Danse's brow faintly furrowed with confusion.
At another time, he could (and will) listen to Deacon wax poetic about mole rats for hours. At another time, he could tell Deacon about Scribe Neriah and her little menagerie of spoiled mole rat research subjects up on the Prydwen, which he thinks Deacon might enjoy hearing both for the knowledge that the crew indulges them with treats and the satisfaction of knowing that half the ship reeks of their piss.
But this is not that time. Because when he realizes what Deacon is getting at here, his entire body flushes bright and hot, mouth falling open with a quick sharp unsteady inhalation and cock leaking a desperate spurt of precome onto Deacon's skin. It's already decided for him what he thinks of this coy proposal, before he can consider it in any further depth than his body's breathlessly needy fascination with the idea. The repressed, conservative, tightly-disciplined soldier in him tries in vain for a moment to tell him it's a disgusting thing to want, but if he were listening to that part of his brain anymore, he'd have missed out on a lot of things he doesn't regret now.
"God," he whispers, swallowing hard as he collects himself after the strength of that reaction. "It--it would send a message, that's for sure." He licks his suddenly-dry lips, steeling himself to ask.
"That's what I want. I want you to--mark me like that. Please."
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Deacon eases back slightly, steeling his expression as he fixes Danse with a gaze. He's learned a lot about Danse over the past several months, but the ongoing theme is his desire to belong, a sense of purpose. It doesn't matter whether that is belonging within a community or to a person. An oath of some sort, or simply giving someone the pleasure they desire. At the end of the day, that's all it boils down to, and Deacon wants to give him everything he needs.
He imagines this isn't dissimilar to joining the Brotherhood; being promoted to knight and given a title. Deacon visualizes the way an Arthurian knighting ceremony is illustrated in picture books, sword placed upon them and marking them with the insignia of their new order.
"Kneel." he intructs, arms sliding back from Danse's shoulders until his hands can press firmly against him.
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There had been more consciousness, if not more intention, in the way he'd responded back then to Deacon's gently possessive wording and claiming gestures. He'd understood why they struck such a chord in him as to make him ask for more once they'd committed to doing this again. And he understands why he wants this so badly now, even if it makes him blush so deeply as to feel lightheaded. (Though some of that dizziness might well be because so much blood has been diverted to his cock, and so swiftly, that there's not enough left for his brain.)
His ceremony of promotion to knighthood hadn't been as medieval as all this, no kneeling or dubbing with a sword, but the literary romance of it appeals to the same part of him that had appreciated it from the Brotherhood in the first place, even if this is a thorough inversion of that in just about every way he can think of. The one way in which it isn't is the most important one--the fact that Deacon's doing this because he understands just as well as Danse does why Danse wants it, and he cares enough to give it to him without restraint.
His hands roam gently up the outside of Deacon's thighs to steady himself there, and he looks upward with faith and affection and black-eyed lust, cheeks still pink with embarrassed desire. "Anywhere you want," he says huskily, and then amends after a second's thought. "Except--maybe not on my face. Anywhere below the neck."
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He can feel emotional over it all later, when he's longing for Danse and waiting by the window for him to return home as if he'd actually gone to war. Right now he's got to focus past his sudden arousal and give Danse his new oath to carry.
He can't help but huff softly at the instruction, a hand reaching to thumb over Danse's cheek admiringly. Deacon smirks, his hand dropping to palm himself with a muffled groan.
"You're almost too pretty to mark, you know," he murmurs, aiming himself for Danse's chest, that soft pile of fur he'd slept through the night on. "Even more reason to make certain everyone knows you're mine."
It takes only a moment's focus, but with a relaxed hum he manages to relieve himself, showering Danse's chest until the hairs matt down and it begins to tricle down his abs.
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He's already shuddering softly both at the compliment and the thought of being so publicly claimed, in that way that's been a staple of this game almost from the very start, and yet neither of them has tried or considered bringing it out of the realm of fiction. Nobody else knows they're anything but colleagues who have grown a bit less reluctant to work together over the past several months; nobody knows this house is anything but completely vacant and gathering dust.
But it would be real enough if anyone were to make a move on Danse, he realizes. People might not know he thinks of himself as Deacon's by now, and he doesn't know what explanation he would come up with to deflect someone else's attentions, but he'd find a way. And he trusts, implicitly, even without talking about it, that it's mutual. He knows Deacon better now than to think he's playing the field.
He doesn't know exactly what he's expecting from the sensation here, but when the heat of it bathes his chest, he gasps aloud, head tilting immediately back as if exposing his throat to an alpha dog and cock straining so hard into thin air that he wonders for a delirious second if he might come like this. How is this something he can want so badly and never have known it until this moment?
Almost unconsciously, his hand finds its way to his cock and gives it a few tight squeezing pumps, and he isn't even sure whether he's trying to hold himself back from the edge or spur himself toward it. The trails of piss snaking down his abdomen like rain on a window gather under his palm, lubricating his strokes, and he groans with total abandon.
"Keep going," he pleads, as if either of them could stop now.
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He couldn't have been prepared for how deep this claiming thing would go. The Railroad fought to give every synth their freedom, and Deacon would never deny Danse that, but that isn't what this is about and he knows it. He can tell that Danse desires to belong to someone, but what he hopes that Danse understands is that Deacon wants to belong to him, too. It's for this reason that he's not playing the field, either, committed whether he admits so or not to give all of himself to Danse, literally and figuratively.
Watching Danse like this is more erotic than he was prepared for, too. The gasp alone would be enough to set Deacon off, but the way he moves, the exposed neck, his tight abdomen and rock-hard cock, and the way he can't seem to help but to touch himself, completely loses himself in this has Deacon groaning as he relieves himself further, his aim drifting down along his abs and directly onto his cock, further lubricating those needy strokes.
"That's it," he croons, "Show me how badly you've needed this; how good it feels to belong to me. You deserve it. Don't you, baby?"
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The exclamation as the pressure of that hot stream hits his aching cock is startled, breathless, a little embarrassingly high-pitched for him, and completely and utterly uncontrolled. The jolt of physical pleasure alone is dizzying, very nearly enough to push him right over the edge with nothing more, but it's not so all-consuming that Deacon's words don't register too. Danse is immensely glad for that, because the pleasure that wells up in his chest at them is of an entirely different sort that only enhances all of it together.
"I can't--it feels so good, Deacon, I don't even have the words for how good it feels--" And he means all of it, verbal and physical, as he gives his cock a few more quick and erratic strokes. Baby is still echoing in his ears, and he knows he'll have to reiterate when he's more coherent how much he likes to hear Deacon call him that. He could stand to hear it just about anywhere, in any context, public or private, sexual or chaste, as long as Deacon kept saying it with that same affection.
He doesn't know about deserve. For as often as he's said Deacon deserves something good or affectionate or pleasurable, and thought nothing of it because it was so obviously true, he finally understands the hesitance to accept it when it's turned back on him. But he knows Deacon means it as much as he himself does, and it raises even more of a flush to his already-red face. It's too much to ask him to hold out any longer, and he lets go of his cock to let that stream pounding at his shaft give him the last push he needs, a sharp and completely novel stimulus that has him crying out as he comes hard across the shower floor without any further touch at all.
It's a long orgasm, even after last night's exertion, body wracked with the shivers of it as his fingers imprint new bruises on Deacon's thighs over the ones he's already inflicted. In the aftermath, panting softly, he kisses Deacon's stomach in a daze.
"If either of us doubted that I really am yours," he murmurs, "that clears it up." It's acknowledgment that this isn't about the imaginary audience of jealous pre-war neighbors and their rosebushes, or even about their mutual acquaintances, who won't be able to sense any of this once they've showered it off. It's between them and about them, and still holds true even in the clarity after orgasm, though Deacon still needs to be taken care of. And will be, thoroughly, if Danse has anything to say about it right now. Deacon is his, every bit as mutually.
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"You can," he commands softly, "That's okay, baby, you're doing so good."
Deacon's stream does eventually weaken as he empties his bladder onto Danse, the other man's fingers practically wringing him dryas they dig into his thighs. Deacon's own cock gives a mighty throb af the absolute vision Danse makes shaking apart in front of him. He praises him throughout, voice soft and fingers petting his hair and cheek.
A beat later, Deacon is sinking slightly on his haunches so that he can press a kiss of his own to the very top of Danse's head, then reaching to turn on the tap so that the water can come to a comfortable temperature.
"I've never doubted you, baby brahmin," he coos softly, offering his hands to help him stand again, content to ignore his own lust for the moment as long as he has Danse to take care of. "Let me clean you up."
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He drapes his arms gently around Deacon's waist under the lukewarm shower spray, bending down to kiss him softly again and give his ass an affectionate little squeeze. "All right," he says, because the thought of letting Deacon soap him down and run gentle hands all over his body is too appealing to put off just to be contrary, but there's no reason it can't go both ways.
What he'd love right now is to really get his mouth around Deacon's cock the way other things had distracted him from last night, but something tells him there will probably be time for it before he leaves. Right now, his hand closes around Deacon just to stroke him with not-quite-idle tenderness as the water begins to rinse the evidence of his own pleasure down the drain.
"Sometimes I wish I were good at nicknames the way you are," he muses. They're so completely outside the realm of anything that comes naturally to him that he doesn't even really think to draw a distinction between nicknames and romantic pet names and ordinary endearments, only knows that he delights in every single one Deacon bestows on him no matter how silly or unexpected, and he wishes he knew how to return the gesture. "You should have something like that, like the way you call me 'baby brahmin.' I don't even know how to think of that kind of thing."
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He reaches for the soap, but nearly fumbles it as he feels Danse's hand close around him. He'd been so keyed up that he hadn't realized just how badly he wanted to be touched, soft groans of pleasure leaving him as he fights to regain focus on his task and lather up the soap in his hands.
"Oh?" Deacon replies as he begins to rub his lathered hands over Danse's chest, luxuriating in the shape of him and giving his chest a few cheeky squeezes as he works the suds into his thick body hair. He laughs lightly, shaking his head, his cheeks just a little more pink from that thought.
"You just made it easy, is all," he remarks, "You've got those big, brown, beautiful eyes... and well, I felt inspired."
Deacon's shoulders shrug as his hands rub circles of soap lower along Danse's abs, but he smiles up at him with sincerity. "You don't have to think of anything, I'm not deducting points for it."
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The compliment to his eyes still makes him blush, pleased pinkness creeping down his neck even as he's already flushed under Deacon's touch, no matter how many times Deacon tells him they're beautiful. And now that he finally knows what Deacon's eyes look like in turn, the compliment feels all the more meaningful, because Danse doesn't think his own are anything particularly special compared to those clear blue jewels, and yet Deacon calls them inspiring.
"I don't want you to have any doubt how I feel. I don't want you to think you don't inspire me, or that I don't think about you constantly, because I do. You told me once that the sounds I make in bed haunt you...do you have any idea how often I replay the sounds you make when you come? The way you sounded last night--I'll be hearing that in my dreams."
And the quiet noises that fall from Deacon's lips as Danse strokes him are only spurring him on to more of that, fist tightening and thumb swirling softly around the head of his cock as he continues with equally fervent sincerity. "The way you feel in my hand like this, the way you taste, hell, the way your sweat smells after we're finished wearing each other out--it drives me insane. I'm no good at talking about these things, but it does. I need you to know that."
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He has to laugh when Danse says he's no good at talking about these things-- it's a ludicrous claim coming from the man that has Deacon's cheeks burning red hot as he gasps for breath. He reaches up to yank the other man into a desperate kiss when he can't contain himself any longer, moaning into Danse's mouth as his hips rut into his hand until he's spilling hotly into it and shuddering in Danse's arms.
"God, I--" he groans against Danse's mouth, cutting himself off with a suppressed whine as he comes down from his orgasm, "I can't believe you'd say that to me right before you need to leave," he sighs, voice airy and somewhat pouty. Deacon draws back, biting at his own lower lip for a moment, his hand pressed to Danse's cheek. His voice deepens with a sort of growl in an insant, somehow all the more aroused even if his cock is momentarily spent. "Dry off, Charmer. I want you in bed again right away so that I can give you something else to dream about. So that I can show you what I think about when we're apart."
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It's the kind of passion Danse was already yearning to spur him to even when they both thought this was going to be nothing but a drug-fueled one-off. And that yearning has only grown and grown the more often they do this, to the point where it's a mainstay of Danse's daydreams now to make Deacon lose himself in breathless gasping pleasure and come hard and hot over his hand or on his stomach or chest or face, to think of the particular way his voice strains when he's falling apart exactly like this. He kisses back with absolutely unabashed delight as he strokes Deacon through the aftershocks, echoing those soft moans and sucking hard at his lower lip with one possessive little bite for good measure.
The pout makes him grin, in that bright and free way he reserves exclusively for Deacon where nobody else can see it, but it drops off his face again with a startled wide-eyed blush and a twitch of his own exhausted cock at that growl, almost whiplash-like in the renewed arousal it brings and clueless but fascinated as to what Deacon could possibly mean.
"God," he breathes. "How could I say no?" He can't, not to this or anything else Deacon could ask, not even when military duty calls. He thinks right now that he could just stay another hour in bed with Deacon and let the recruits train themselves, reprimand from the General or no. The shower is promptly shut off, and he leans in for one more needy hungry kiss, hand cradling the back of Deacon's head, before he does exactly as he's ordered to.
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He had almost said something heartfelt before giving Danse instructions. Almost told him that as much as he'd just claimed the other man, that he was his too. That it isn't just Danse that's struggling to articulate the way he feels. Danse is honest to a fault in the same way that Deacon cannot help but spout any fabricated bullshit that comes to his mind. He's too guarded, but he wants to lower his shields around Danse, even if he's terrified of what may come from doing so. There's guilt there, too, because Danse has seemingly been so trusting of him from the start, a fact that makes his chest ache as he follows Danse to the bedroom again, hands immediately finding his body and trailing fingertips across it until he can take Danse's hand and lead him to the mattress.
"Do you trust me?" he asks as if he needs to confirm it. He already knows the answer, but hearing it out loud would hit differently. "Because I'm about to tell you to do something that you'll question my ability to handle. And I'm going to need your trust that I can..."
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It's the same kind of vulnerability inherent in the way Danse is afraid to ask for softness, knowing that the stern, armored, martial image he's spent his life cultivating makes it hard for others to think he should want it, let alone deserves it. But Deacon offers him that without his even needing to ask, and likewise, Danse isn't stingy with the assurance that he trusts Deacon when it truly matters.
This, though, sets off just enough alarm bells to have him looking deeply concerned. "But you're not going to have me do anything that could hurt you, are you?"
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Right now, all Deacon wants is to give Danse more pleasure and really show him that he's desired. "I want you to sit on my face," he says with a smirk. "You're not gonna hurt me, ok? Just plop that perfect thing down right here like it's your throne. I may not have the words you do, but I can put my mouth to work in different ways."
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It's almost comical how wide Danse's eyes can get when provided a reason like this, struck momentarily silent as if the computerized part of his brain is frozen in need of rebooting. However much his body might like this idea--and it very much does, cock already rising to attention again even before his mind has fully processed the thought of this--he understands immediately now why Deacon had made him promise to entertain it without fear, when he'd been reluctant enough last night just to settle his weight atop Deacon while cuddling.
And entirely aside, this proposition is the first time he's realized that anyone would ever set their mouth to such a task. "I--that's really what you want?" He licks his own suddenly-dry lips, breath coming just a little quicker, his mind torn between the image of doing just as Deacon asks him to and the image of doing it to him in turn. He isn't saying no, and he will be taking notes.
He joins Deacon carefully on the mattress, still just lying alongside him for the moment, and then hesitantly moving to straddle his waist to begin with, posture still stiff yet and careful with his bulk. It's clear enough from his positioning that he's not altogether unfamiliar with the concept of having one's face sat on, but he's only ever done it with women, and he's certainly never been the one doing the sitting.
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He nods again, confident. "I've day dreamed about nuzzling between those cheeks so often I've lost count. C'mere. Let me take care of you."
Hands grasp at Danse's hips, fingers sliding behind them to cup at his plush ass and nudge him higher. Deacon licks at his own lips, his eyes only leaving Danse's to steal a glance at his cock as it fills out again, the sight alone nearly enough to get Deacon's to stir.
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The thought of it takes Danse's breath away, makes it catch in his throat with surprise and warm pleasure as he inches forward at Deacon's urging until he can brace and steady himself with hands against the wall. He stalls briefly, self-conscious, the flush to his skin taking on a tinge of embarrassment in addition to the arousal--but Deacon so clearly knows what he wants, with absolutely zero ambiguity, and when Danse already knows how deliriously pleasurable it is to give Deacon's fingers and cock free rein with his ass, the anticipation of feeling his tongue there pushes him the rest of the way until he's hovering carefully over Deacon's mouth on his knees.
So concerned is he about smothering Deacon, though, that his ass is clenched as tightly as all of his other taut muscles, straining as he tries to hold himself in a position where he's not actually touching Deacon at all, let alone putting weight on him.
"Like this?" he breathes, even his voice tense and trembling.
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While he does believe Danse when he said he trusts him, he also is keenly aware that he is a bigger man and self conscious still about his potential to hurt Deacon. He understands, of course. There are things about Deacon himself that he is insecure about; thinking that those things will hurt anyone who gets too close to him. Things from his past that Danse doesn't even have an inkling to, that make the concept of having a deeper relationship with the man feel impossible, too afraid that revealing them would send him running. Deacon wouldn't be able to handle it if he did.
He's putting all of that far from his mind as he mouths along the underside of Danse's cock, sucking kisses along his shaft and over his balls. He has to gain Danse's trust now, perhaps not with Deacon but with his own body, and pleasuring it is one sure-fire way to get him to forget those preconceptions and relax a bit more. Deacon's lips part wide, tongue lapping over the middle seam of Danse's testicles before drawing one of them into his mouth to warm and suck at with a groan. He'll work lower, but he'll need Danse to at least meet him halfway.
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He has a sense of the way he'll need to relax for Deacon to reach what he wants, but the fact that he isn't doing so yet is less about worry or self-consciousness now and more about sheer preoccupation, his mind thoroughly consumed with the sensation of Deacon licking and sucking him from this unfamiliar angle as his cock swells back to full mast, and at the rough heat of Deacon's tongue against his sack he lets himself press forward a little in his breathless desire for more.
"Ah, god," he gasps, fingers clenching against the wall as Deacon teases expertly at his balls, body easing very carefully further downward now that the slight trembling is just as much due to the pleasure he's feeling as to the difficulty of holding himself still. He can make it to that halfway point, low enough now to give Deacon's tongue access to his hole even if he's still feeling the burn in his thighs, but the way he removes one bracing hand from the wall to close it around his cock suggests that he can be persuaded further.
"I didn't even know people did this," he breathes, with wonderment. "And the idea of you wanting it all this time--touching yourself thinking about me like this--jesus, you don't know what that does to me."
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"Then tell me," he mutters, lapping kisses trailing along the stretch of skin behind Danse's balls, his own heart racing as he inches closer to his destination. Deacon's own cock gets its second wind by Danse's response, but he doesn't dare remove a hand from Danse's body to address it.
"I can only imagine, given what the idea of you thinking of me in your solitude makes me feel..." Deacon sighs, hot breath against Danse's skin before his tongue brushes across it in a wide arch, seeking out that tight hole while his hands pull his cheeks further apart.
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He might have managed some, actually, if just barely, while Deacon was still nuzzling at his balls, but the prospect of that grows more distant with each lingering kiss along his taint, making his breath come too hard and fast to speak eloquently, and as that heated tongue finally begins to work at him, Deacon's hands exposing him more than he expects to be right off the bat, all he can come up with now is a strangled noise of shock and delight.
His hand has gone still on his cock to focus on the sensation of Deacon's mouth, but at this, he squeezes tight along his length, lubricating it with the slickness Deacon is already eliciting from him as he lets out a choked and shuddering breath.
"God damn, it's a good thing I've got my own quarters there," he gasps. The thought is only tangentially connected, not well-articulated, but he thinks at this rate that he'll barely even make it to the Castle without needing to take care of himself again, with everything Deacon's giving him to think about right now.
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Deacon's tongue circles that tight ring of muscle a few times befote the pointed end of it teases at its center, prodding lightly to test its resistance. He can already imagine what Danse might look like during his pitstop, making a mental note to possibly find other things to keep him occupied on their evenings apart. These thoughts have Deacon getting ahead of himself, moaning against Danse and pushing his tongue past his rim almost too eagerly.
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